why do we (girls) try to please guys? (and any particular person for that matter) Why do we try to act all perfect for them? We act differently around a guy that we're attraced to than we do around anyone else. But I don't get it. It hit me during a mime presentation, the one at the end of mime camp. I really wanted to do a good job, I knew a lot of people here. Then I thought about it, why do we try to please these people? Because we want them to think well of us. Because we don't want to look like idiots. Because we don't want to dissapoint them. But why do we act differently? I mean, we should try to act that perfect all the time.. the greatest guy of all is always around; GOD. He's everywhere!  He should be the awesome guy that we want to try to please and, do well for, and not dissapoint... so why in the world are we doing that for mere guys that could die tomorow and not for the guy that won't ever die and has conqured death?!

I am So tired.

I doesn't help that I stay up so stinking late.

Um...

I went swimming with Shell and Felicia yesterday. That was fun. I like the smell of chlorine... is that overly weird?

I need to change my profile picutre.

I am not really a computer person.

How many more random things can I say?

I'm going away now. Forever.

Just kidding.

Just for a while.

Hey I might even change my colors on my xanga cause I'm bored and have nothing else to do.

Hey people!

Right now I'm sitting at my computer(DUH) writing this while listening to a few songs that I made up and actually got onto the comptuer(We've got a program that you can write music down in) and looking for pictures of pigs. yes, pigs. You see... I need to find pigs cause I have to draw pigs, and then I have to paint a pig in pastels. clak pastel I think. Well, I guess I don't have to, but I'd be probably annoying to change now. Ya see, our library is doing this thing where five artists from this area take five studants and they do a little duet type thing. They both do a picture of the same subject. And Mrs. Bicker (one fo the art teachers, an awesome one I might add.) picked me. I was very honored. So yah, even though animals aren't excatly my favorite thing in the world, I'm doing pigs with her! cause pigs are hilarious, and they probably aren't as hard as say a dog. Have you ever tried to draw a dog? They won't even sit still long enough. Or something. Am I making any sense?

Mime workshop got over today. that was interesting. I think we'll be able to do it! though we had a little set back on friday cause a girl we thought might come on decided that she couldn't. so yah, we got a lot done though! YAY! So anyway... um.... Later!